G is for GOOD

Too good to be true

It's the phrase that plagues me constantly. I somehow can't reconcile that everything that I have and love is really mine. My greatest fear in life is that someone in heaven is going to do an audit and realize there's been a terrible mistake. I don't deserve a life this good

How do I get past that?

I work hard and give with my whole heart to my family and friends. I genuinely try every single day to make myself worthy of the good life. Yet still lurking in the back of my mind is the fear that it could all disappear at any moment. I'm just not sure that I am good enough to deserve how good everything else is in my life.

If I listened more closely to God would he tell me the answer?

Do I really want to know the answer?

The only answer I can come up with on my own is that maybe a glad heart makes me worthy of all that is so good. I want it to be so. I will live it. I will cherish the good. I will always work harder to be good. Life is too good not to.